"Where is that?" I asked confusedly while looking for the project that that lintek professor was asking us to do. Why is it that I am a sloppy person? "Did I put it here?" I looked at my cell phone when I heard the ringing. I quickly opened the message from my bestfriend, Arrow.
I'm outside your house. I need to tell you something.
I frowned at his text, it seems important. I put away the rolled up belongings before rushing down to the living room. I smiled when I saw Arrow sitting on the sofa. You see 'this, bored immediately outside so trespassing. "Hi!" I feel for him. She smiled back at me before hugging me. "Hey, I miss you."
"I miss you too," she replied. "Why are you here? Do you have anything to say? Or do you want us to roam? " I teased her.
She shook her head while chuckling. "I'm not here for that." His face was serious so I got serious too. "I'm here to tell you the truth, Eerrah." He took a deep breath before speaking. "When your father told you that your mother is dead, that's not true. Your mother isn't dead yet, Eerrah. And you already met her. "
She gave me a picture that I immediately took. I frowned when I saw ma'am Isabella. "Why are you-" I stopped talking when I realized it. Watery types I turned to Arrow. "Yes, Eerrah. She's your mom. She's Isabella Marie-Ferrer. "
I was stunned to hear. I couldn't help but cry when I found out. "But my f-father told me that she's a bad woman. He's an opponent, 'cause that's what daddy keeps telling me. But why didn't he s-hurt me when we met? Why- "
"Because your dad is the real enemy here. He's using you to take all Vicente's money. He's using you to avenge himself against Isabella. " It was as if my heart was broken when he said that. My dad?
"I want you to calm down, Eerrah. Vicente knows everything. Silhouette and I forced him to tell you everything. He's also one of your dad's accomplices. I know he will tell you the truth, "Arrow added.
"I can't u-understand everything. How about dad's s-situation right now? Is it true that he is in the hospital today because he had an accident? " I sobbed.
She shook her head. "That's all for a show. He found out that Isabella had appeared to you so he had to do that. So you won't be able to see anything around you but him. He needs to win your heart so he can use you against Isabella since you are her weakness. " Next I cried when my suspicion was confirmed. I knew it. There's something wrong about my dad. But why does he have to do all 'this'?
"Go to Vicente, Eerrah. Most of all, he knows best what happened in the past. "
"Ma'am Eerrah!" his men shouted when I punched him. He fell to the ground while holding the cracked lip because of what I did.
"Hey, you. Get up." My eyes burn with anger. I tried to approach him but his staff just blocked me. "Get out of my way." I said coldly before throwing them on the floor, they did their best to win against me but my strength is overflowing now.
"Eerrah, a-apo." I looked at the fool when he called me, I simply laughed before approaching him. I grabbed him by the collar and gave him my fucking hard punch. "Yah, Vicente. What did you do this time?" I coldly asked him, I don't care if he's connected to me or if he's my blood relative, there's only one thing I want to know.
"Grandpa, h-I don't understand you!" It slowly stood up so I couldn't believe I looked at it. My mouth fell slightly open because of this man's stupidity.
"Then, do you want me to remind you about everything that you did 3 years ago?" The tears I had been holding back fell again. Wow, just wow. He really did a great job ruining my life.
I saw how his eyes widened in surprise so I smiled "Eerrah, hear me out for--"
"Ahhh!" I threw all his belongings off the table. I was still not satisfied and hit the table hard causing it to collapse. He stared at me unbelievably but I threw death glares at him.
"Yah, you ... You piece of trash. You really know how to wreck someone right? Do you want me to congratulate you for wrecking me ?!
Putangina Vicente, what did I do wrong to make you look like me ?! "I burst into tears when I couldn't take it all in. I'm so tired, so many people have been hurt.
"How did you find out?" It's a daunting question, and with that, I confirmed everything. "My mom ... Why didn't you tell me that it's her?" My brain wanted to explode because of what I learned from Arrow. All of those people in the world, she .. she is my mother?
"Everything will be complicated," he replied, which made me laugh out loud.
"My life's been a mess ever since, what are you scared of? Isn't that why I lived so that you can play with life? Isn't that why I lived so that you idiots can turn me around in your hands ?!" He shook his head and I just smirked at him.
"Eerrah. Calm down, it's not going to be good in this situation--"
"Answer me, I'm begging you Vicente. What have you people done to us?" I finally asked what I wanted to say. "Grandpa not like that--"
"Do you know what you did ?! I thought dad was in big trouble when I saw him fighting for his life! I thought he really had an accident. But I'll know that you planned everything because we met my mother! Why? W-Why are you doing this to me? " My heart clenched at the same time as the sobs disappeared from my mouth. I can no longer, e. I only need to know how much.
"V-Vicente, so many people are hurting d-because of the secret you keep keeping that until now 2018 is still hidden! 3 y-years ago, 2015, there's a lot of people died in that fucking year. My love for Primo died, our love died, my mom died, my memories died ... So much happened in that putanginang year but I lived for almost 3 years without knowing what was happening! I lived in putanginang for three years without any problems, while the man I love? The man I love who did nothing but make sure I was safe ... "My chest tightened because I cried so much, everything's blurred now.
"The man I love who did nothing but make sure I was safe is still there ... I've been very happy for three years but he? He's slowly dying while watching me m-be Happy. Grandpa ... I was busy collecting my happiness while he's still stuck in the past .. Do you know how painful it is as I imagine how he coped with everything? Every day I think about what would have happened to him if he had watched me for three years. I think so much every day and I should thank Black because I'm facing one of the people that the person I love keeps making fun of us! I should thank him because finally, n-found out that while it was still early, my father was the one who hurt me. " He tried to get closer to me but I quickly backed away and threw away his hand.
"Do you know the effect of everything? Do you know what the effect of your silence is? So I want you to answer my question now ... Why did you hide me? Why did you hide from me about my mother? ? " I said coldly, he stiffened and he stopped for a moment.
"You won't like what I give you. So leave now, Sierra. You'll only regret the things you hear!" What the fucking hell ....
"Tangina Vicente! I'm not going to rush here like I'm naive in the world! I'm not a fool, grandpa. So I came here to find out the truth. Vicente, I came a-all the w-way here to know the truth. Not anymore. I'm a fool, Vicente, I had enough of you and your fucking secrets! Maybe you're having fun cheating on me! Maybe you're having fun cheating on me, you two of my dad! " He shook his head repeatedly.
"We're not telling you because we don't want to hurt k--"
"I'm already hurt, aren't I? Can't you see? I'm hurting more now, aren't I? It's like a bomb exploded all at once!" I shouted. "Eerrah, please." I walked away immediately when it tried to touch me.
"There's only one thing I want to know. Why did you hide everything? Please just tell me, just this once. Nagmamakaawa--"
"It's Kaerraon's daughter." Suddenly I stiffened in my stance at what I heard. "What d-does it mean?" I stammered, I could hear my heart pounding.
"Your mom, Isabella Marie Ferrer, is your sister, she is Cameroon's first daughter and first love." Next I was shaken. Is he so mad at me? Because I was the result of a mistake?
"Also, you didn't have any lost memories, Eerrah, it's because ... you're the one who chose to get rid of your memories 3 years ago."
"Tell me, why?" I'm nervous about this question. There's a part of me that I don't want to know everything, because when he answers my question I might lose everything.
"It's because ... Your mother is the one who tried killing your love, Primo, in the past."