Make Me Leave

Chapter 15

Mar 23, 2026 15 / 30

Elliot's fever breaks sometime before dawn.

By noon he's sitting up demanding soup. By two he's explaining to the stegosaurus that its immune system is "actually average for a herbivore" and asking when he can go back to school, as if twelve hours ago he wasn't burning up and clinging to two stuffed reptiles like they were keeping him tethered to the planet. Kids bounce back from illness the way adults bounce back from nothing, ever.

The crisis is over. Dominic can go back to being Dominic now.

I brace for it — the retreat, the cold silence, the return of the man who weaponized a heating system and called me babyin a basement like it was a detonation code. I wait for the other shoe to drop hard enough to leave a crater.

It doesn't drop.

He makes breakfast the next morning. Not just for himself — for all three of us. Pancakes, because Elliot mentioned weeks ago that he wanted ones shaped like dinosaurs. I don't remember when he said it. Dominic apparently filed it in whatever vault he keeps things that matter.

The first batch catches fire. Actual fire — small, contained, but enough to trigger the smoke detector and send him flailing at the ceiling with a dish towel like a man surrendering to a particularly aggressive cloud. Elliot laughs so hard he slides halfway off his chair.

"The stove is broken," Dominic announces with the dignity of a man who has never once been wrong about anything.

"The stove is fine," I say from the doorway. "You had the burner on ten."

"Ten is a valid setting."

"For welding."

The second batch produces something that might be a T-rex if you squint and possess an extremely forgiving imagination. The head is twice the size of the body. The tail looks like a birth defect.

"That's the worst dinosaur I've ever seen," Elliot says. "And I've seen the ones in the museum that are just bones."

"It's abstract." Dominic slides the plate across the table, completely straight-faced. "Very exclusive. Michelin-star chefs would weep."

"It looks like it's weeping."

"Eat your art, kid."

Elliot drowns it in syrup and takes a bite. Chews. Considers. "It's actually good."

Something crosses Dominic's face — not the CEO mask, not the charm — something cracked and wondering, like a man watching a door open that he'd assumed was permanently locked. I stand in the doorway with my coffee and feel the ground shift under my feet one more degree.

The days that follow do something I don't have a framework for.

I come home from a Tuesday lecture to find them at the kitchen table, Elliot's homework spread between them, Dominic's voice patient in a way I've never associated with his name.

"Okay — if Mount Vesuvius erupted in 79 AD, and we're in 2024, how many years ago was that?"

Elliot's tongue pokes out. Fingers working the math. "One thousand nine hundred and... forty-five?"

"Yes! High five, history genius."

The slap of their palms echoes through the house. "Again!" Elliot demands. "Give me a harder one." And Dominic does, and I sit in the living room with a red pen frozen over a sophomore's essay about Hadrian's Wall, listening to my son learn arithmetic from a man he didn't know existed six weeks ago.

I go to brush my teeth Wednesday morning and the faucet doesn't drip. The leak I've been ignoring since September — gone. No announcement. No ceremony. Just silence where the steady plink used to be.

Thursday — the squeaky step, third from the top. The one I've been stepping over for two years because the sound made Vivian flinch. Fixed. Silent under my weight.

The stuck kitchen drawer. The loose handle on Elliot's door. The study window that hasn't sealed properly since last winter. Each one repaired without mention, without fanfare, without the expectation of gratitude. I notice them the way you notice the absence of pain — suddenly, belatedly, the realization that something has been hurting you only arriving when it stops.

He brings Harold tea in the garden one afternoon. Two mugs carried carefully across the lawn. I watch from the kitchen window as the old man accepts without surprise, and they stand among the rose beds talking about soil and weather and nothing in particular. Dominic's shoulders drop out there. His jaw unclenches. He looks like someone who doesn't need armor when there's dirt under his fingernails and a sixty-eight-year-old gardener treating him like a normal human being.

I keep waiting for the mask to come back. It doesn't.

The porch. Evening. The sky doing that thing it does in autumn — bruising purple at the edges, bleeding orange at the center. I find him on the steps and sit down without invitation. A foot of space between us that feels both deliberate and electric.

"You're different." I watch the garden, not him. "Than before."

"Trying to be."

"Why?"

He's quiet long enough that I think the question is going unanswered. When his voice comes, it's low and scraped clean.

"Because I spent seven years building something that looked impressive and felt like nothing. Boardrooms and balance sheets and magazine covers, and I couldn't sleep through a single night without dreaming about this porch." His fingers pick at a splinter on the railing. "I'm tired, Mira. Tired of performing. Tired of pushing everyone away before they can discover there's nothing behind the curtain."

He turns. No charm. No performance. Just a man sitting on wooden steps with the last light catching those mismatched eyes — one green, one amber — and what's behind them is so unguarded it feels like looking at something I shouldn't be allowed to see.

"And because I have something worth staying for now."

My pulse slams hard enough to vibrate in my throat. I look away — out at the garden where I caught frogs as a kid, where my mother pushed me on a tire swing that rotted away a decade ago, where Vivian taught me the names of roses I've since forgotten.

Safe territory. Familiar ground.

Every instinct I own says keep the walls up. Remember what happens when you lower them. Remember the cold bed and the disconnected number and the nights you cataloged your own flaws trying to understand why you weren't enough to make someone stay.

But I feel myself softening. Against my will. Against every scar and lesson and midnight promise I made to myself that I would never, ever be this stupid again.

The man I fell for that summer — he's still in there. Buried under seven years of arrogance and fear and bad decisions, but alive. I can see him in the burned pancakes and the fixed faucets and the way he reads bedtime stories in voices so wrong they're perfect.

That terrifies me more than the debt. More than the bank. More than losing this house.

Because I survived losing Hartwell House once — when I was twelve and my mother died and the world caved in. I survived losing Dominic too, though the reconstruction took years.

I'm not sure I'd survive losing him twice.