Make Me Leave

Chapter 19

Mar 23, 2026 19 / 30

Dominic's POV

Mira's hair is in my face and her breathing has that slow, trusting rhythm she never allows while conscious. At least not around me.

The furrow between her brows is still there — solving problems in her sleep, probably grading Roman Empire essays in her dreams, circling thesis statements in red ink while the rest of the world gets to be unconscious in peace. My chest does something structural that I don't have a name for and refuse to examine in the dark.

I slip out without waking her. My clothes are scattered across the floor alongside her midterm papers — evidence of how fast we needed everything off. I dress in the gray light, take one look at her curled into the warm space I just left, and close the door behind me before I can talk myself back into that bed and into believing I deserve to stay there.

There's work to do.

The sedan starts with its usual engineered purr. Six months ago that sound meant I'd made it. Now it's just debt with heated seats. I drive two towns over to a dealership where the salesmen don't read Forbes and the name Langley means nothing.

Frank — heavyset, coffee-stained tie, the particular confidence of a man who's been robbing desperate sellers since before I could drive — takes one look at my suit and my car and offers a number so insulting I almost laugh.

"Try again." I pull up comparable listings on my phone and set it on his desk. "Three sold this month within a hundred miles. Here are the receipts."

"Those are private sales. Different market."

"Different markup, you mean. I know what the car's worth. I know what your lot will list it for. I'm saving you the auction fee and the detailing, so factor that into your next number or I drive to Belmont."

Frank's smile goes stiff. The second offer is still low but it's in the universe of reasonable. We negotiate for forty minutes — him probing for desperation, me refusing to show it — and settle on a number that hurts less than I expected.

He writes the check with the expression of a man who's been personally victimized.

The Honda Civic next door costs less than the watch on my wrist. Ten years old, dent in the passenger fender, cloth seats that smell like old French fries and someone else's commute. The engine turns over on the first try. That's all I need.

The watches go next. Spread across Vivian's kitchen table — the Rolex from my first acquisition close, the Cartier from the magazine profile Victoria insisted I wear, the Patek Philippe my investor gave me when we hit nine figures. Trophies from a man I'm trying to bury. I photograph them, post them, and by sunset they belong to strangers who'll never know they were purchased by a man performing a life he couldn't afford.

The closet takes longer. Suits that cost more than Mira's monthly salary. Shoes I wore once for investor dinners. Jackets with tags still on — bought to prove something to people who don't exist in my life anymore. I box them, consign what sells, donate the rest.

When I'm done, my closet holds jeans, four shirts, and a single navy blazer that doesn't need a story attached to it. The emptiness should feel like loss. It doesn't. It feels like the first honest room in this house.

Monday morning. First National's regional office smells like carpet cleaner and quiet desperation — appropriate, given I'm here to beg. Harrison, the account manager who's been handling my disaster, sits behind a desk organized with the precision of someone who files her emotions alphabetically.

"Mr. Langley." She doesn't stand. Doesn't smile. "I'll be honest — when your assistant called, I assumed this was another delay tactic."

"No assistant. I called myself." I slide the folder across her desk. "Asset liquidation receipts. A payment plan based on realized funds and projected consulting income. Month-by-month timeline through full repayment."

She opens it. Pages turn slowly. Her eyebrows climb — not dramatically, just the controlled ascent of a woman who's professionally surprised but refuses to show it.

"You sold the Aston Martin."

"Yesterday."

"And the watch collection."

"Saturday."

"The designer wardrobe —"

"Consigned and donated. Everything I own that was purchased to maintain an image I can no longer afford." I keep my voice level. "Which turns out to be most of what I owned."

Harrison sets down the folder. Studies me across the desk the way Mira studies her students' essays — looking for the weak argument, the unsupported claim, the place where the logic breaks.

"Fifteen years in this job, Mr. Langley. Men in your position arrive with excuses. Projections built on fantasy. Promises backed by nothing but charm." She taps the folder. "This is the first time someone's brought me receipts."

"I'm not here to charm you."

"No." A pause that stretches long enough to hear the clock on her wall. "Apparently not." She picks up her pen. "This buys sixty days. Possibly ninety if every payment lands on time."

"They will."

"I've heard that before."

"Not from me." I hold her gaze. "Not sitting in jeans that cost forty dollars, driving a car that smells like a fast-food restaurant. Not like this."

Something shifts behind her professional mask. Not trust — Harrison is too competent for trust. But its cautious, skeptical neighbor. She initials the plan and slides it back.

"Don't make me regret this."

"I won't."

The Honda rattles when I accelerate onto the highway. The radio picks up two stations — country and static. The heated seats are a memory belonging to a car that belongs to someone else now. My hands grip a steering wheel that cost less than the cufflinks I sold this morning.

Something light sits behind my ribs. Not triumph — the debt is still massive, the deadline still a loaded gun. But I turned around. Stopped running. Faced the wreckage with my actual face instead of the one I built to hide behind.

That has to count for something.

Mira is at the kitchen table when I walk in. Red pen, cold coffee, a stack of undergraduate papers she's annotating with the ruthless efficiency of a woman who's been grading mediocrity for years. She looks up when the door opens and her eyes go straight to the window. To the car that isn't mine.

"Where's the sedan?"

"Sold it." I drop the Honda keys on the counter. "Watches too. Most of the closet."

Her pen hovers. "You're serious."

"Sixty days with the bank. Maybe ninety." I pull out the chair across from her and sit. "It's not enough. Not close to enough. But it's a start."

She's quiet. The pen lowers to the table. Her eyes search my face with the same analytical precision she gives footnotes and citations — looking for the flaw, the gap in the argument, the place where the structure fails.

Then her hand crosses the table and closes around mine. Ink-stained fingers. Warm from the coffee mug. Gripping like she's testing whether I'm solid.

"Thank you." Barely above a whisper.

I turn my hand over. Lace my fingers through hers. Hold on.

"I told you I'd fix it."

For the first time since I walked back into Hartwell House, she looks at me without looking for the lie.