"I was wondering a while ago why you would invite us for a drink, knowing that you can't be away from your wife for even just a second. Is there something you want to tell us?" Dagger coldly asked while looking at him intently.
Trigger clenched his jaw as he drank another glass of alcohol. "I don't want to talk about it while I'm still sane."
"What? You fucker!" he was very angry with her and was about to hit her but their youngest brother stopped her immediately.
"Kuya, he wanted to get drowned in alcohol first so he'll gain strength to explain what happened. Are you stupid?" Primo irritatedly said.
Third Knights let out a chuckle. "Our youngest called you stupid, brother. Do you agree?" he teased Dagger who just rolled his eyes in a manly way.
"You seriously can talk while you're still conscious, brother Trigger. What's the matter? Tell us," Xord said on the other seat.
Trigger closed his eyes. "She left me, again."
He did not hear a reaction from the brothers. As fucking usual. But when he opened his eyes, the shock on their faces was still obvious.
"Why did she leave you? Again?" brother Froze's question seemed to be teasing.
He stared at it. "That's why I don't want to tell your mothers, e. You have nothing else to do but get angry."
His brothers chuckled with what he said.
"I'm just asking, brother, chill your ass. Everyone's wondering what happened and what have you done to make her leave just like that," Froze added.
He leaned back and rested his head on the back of the chair before closing his eyes. "With your question, I'm starting to think that it's really my fault, maybe it's me who messed up this time."
Bullet heaved a sigh. "You told her you knew about her plans?"
He nodded his head. "And she was shocked about it. I felt horrible after seeing the pain in her eyes as I told her that."
"We all knew that she's planning something. I just stopped Dagger from bursting out and telling her the truth. You know how rude this beast's mouth is when face-to-face," Sebastian uttered before slapping Dagger.
"Brother, mother, don't touch my cheek! Maybe later when my husband kisses me there I'll kill you," Dagger complained hotly.
Sebastian just frowned and stared at it.
"Maybe she felt guilty knowing that you knew about her revenge all the time," Primo said.
Trigger shook his head. She felt the warmth of the corner of her eyes as she remembered what her beloved had said before it left her.
He closed his eyes when he felt a hot liquid on his skin. He can't believe that he's crying in front of his brothers.
"I felt guilty telling her the things I've found out. Maybe she felt useless knowing that I was pretending while I'm with her. If I didn't tell her that I'm aware of her plans, maybe she wouldn't leave again. Maybe even now he's still with me, "he cried litany while holding the glass filled with wine firmly.
His brothers became silent as they watched him being vulnerable.
"You're allowed to be in pain, to cry, in front of us, Trigger. Take it all out. No one can see you if it's not just us. What's stopping you from crying? We are your brothers, no one would judge you here, "Sebastian uttered before tapping his shoulder.
lp you. Just rest for a while, brother. "It was Bullet who said that.
TRIGGER immediately closed the faucet as he looked at his reflection in the mirror. He couldn't see himself in his reflection now, he looked fucking horrible and weak. Her eyes have no appetite and she is fainting.
He looked at the cellphone when it rang, he quickly saw Shanelle's name on the screen. He looked at himself for the last time before answering the call.
"No, Eric's not with me."
"That's not what I'm going to ask, Trigger. I heard what happened from Enica. Why did Miracle leave? What happened?" worried about its question.
"I told her that I knew about her plans, and she left me," he answered directly using a reluctant voice.
"Her p-plans? So she's really taking revenge on you? Is Enica and I right in our suspicions?" the woman asked weakly.
"Yeah."
"Why didn't you explain to her, Trigger? You suffered for five years and yet you didn't even tell her the truth? I feel like Miracle wouldn't leave you if you just explained to her--"
"She's still confused about what's happening and I don't want to hurt her again," he answered.
He heard the woman sobbing on the other line. "Trigger, I don't know if that's how you really love or you're too stupid. Five years, Trigger, five years Miracle has been thinking badly of you even though none of that is untrue. Now that you have a chance to explain You haven't done anything to him. Isn't five years enough for you? Do you want to torture yourself? "
"Shanelle--"
"If you can't explain everything to Miracle, I'll explain to her. I want you guys to have a happy ending and seeing my best friend hate you makes me feel useless as her friend. So if you don't have the courage to tell her the truth, I'm pwes m'eron. "
Shanelle ended the line and all he could do was massage his temple.
If she tells the truth to her husband, it will hurt her even more, so she doesn't want that to happen.
Trigger closed his eyes as he clenched his fist. "My Racle, I miss you so much."
Dagger, who's sitting beside Trigger, quickly embraced him in a manly way as he let his younger brother cry on his shoulder. Some of their siblings are quiet but inwardly they are also hurt to see their brother in this situation.
Sebastian was right. They're only allowed to be in pain when they're together in one room, with no other people around them.
They are free to get hurt and show weakness when only they can see. That's how they live, hiding their weaknesses, acting like perfect men in front of other people so no one would dare to get in their way. They got used to it.
"If I can beg the heaven to turn back time, I wouldn't admit it to her. I'll fucking give her everything so she'll forget about her plans and decide to be happy with me instead. But I can't "fucking do that. No matter how much money I have, that's all I can't do. I've never been this fucking selfish but if I can buy everything including time with all the money I have, I'll do it," Trigger added with pain in his voice.
"We know, brother, we know how much you love her. But right now you need to rest first. We'll do everything to help you win her back. We're only here if you need help," Third said.
"If you need us, you can call us anytime. You're still vulnerable and weak because of what happened and you won't be able to win her back with your situation. So you don't have to think about who you can ask for help. because we are here, "Xord added.
lp you. Just rest for a while, brother. "It was Bullet who said that.
TRIGGER immediately closed the faucet as he looked at his reflection in the mirror. He couldn't see himself in his reflection now, he looked fucking horrible and weak. Her eyes have no appetite and she is fainting.
He looked at the cellphone when it rang, he quickly saw Shanelle's name on the screen. He looked at himself for the last time before answering the call.
"No, Eric's not with me."
"That's not what I'm going to ask, Trigger. I heard what happened from Enica. Why did Miracle leave? What happened?" worried about its question.
"I told her that I knew about her plans, and she left me," he answered directly using a reluctant voice.
"Her p-plans? So she's really taking revenge on you? Is Enica and I right in our suspicions?" the woman asked weakly.
"Yeah."
"Why didn't you explain to her, Trigger? You suffered for five years and yet you didn't even tell her the truth? I feel like Miracle wouldn't leave you if you just explained to her--"
"She's still confused about what's happening and I don't want to hurt her again," he answered.
He heard the woman sobbing on the other line. "Trigger, I don't know if that's how you really love or you're too stupid. Five years, Trigger, five years Miracle has been thinking badly of you even though none of that is untrue. Now that you have a chance to explain You haven't done anything to him. Isn't five years enough for you? Do you want to torture yourself? "
"Shanelle--"
"If you can't explain everything to Miracle, I'll explain to her. I want you guys to have a happy ending and seeing my best friend hate you makes me feel useless as her friend. So if you don't have the courage to tell her the truth, I'm pwes m'eron. "
Shanelle ended the line and all he could do was massage his temple.
If she tells the truth to her husband, it will hurt her even more, so she doesn't want that to happen.
Trigger closed his eyes as he clenched his fist. "My Racle, I miss you so much."
"Kuya Avenight might not be here but I'm sure he knows what's exactly happening and he'll do a move to help you. Just rest for a while, brother. "It was Bullet who said that.
TRIGGER immediately closed the faucet as he looked at his reflection in the mirror. He couldn't see himself in his reflection now, he looked fucking horrible and weak. Her eyes have no appetite and she is fainting.
He looked at the cellphone when it rang, he quickly saw Shanelle's name on the screen. He looked at himself for the last time before answering the call.
"No, Eric's not with me."
"That's not what I'm going to ask, Trigger. I heard what happened from Enica. Why did Miracle leave? What happened?" worried about its question.
"I told her that I knew about her plans, and she left me," he answered directly using a reluctant voice.
"Her p-plans? So she's really taking revenge on you? Is Enica and I right in our suspicions?" the woman asked weakly.
"Yeah."
"Why didn't you explain to her, Trigger? You suffered for five years and yet you didn't even tell her the truth? I feel like Miracle wouldn't leave you if you just explained to her--"
"She's still confused about what's happening and I don't want to hurt her again," he answered.
He heard the woman sobbing on the other line. "Trigger, I don't know if that's how you really love or you're too stupid. Five years, Trigger, five years Miracle has been thinking badly of you even though none of that is untrue. Now that you have a chance to explain You haven't done anything to him. Isn't five years enough for you? Do you want to torture yourself? "
"Shanelle--"
"If you can't explain everything to Miracle, I'll explain to her. I want you guys to have a happy ending and seeing my best friend hate you makes me feel useless as her friend. So if you don't have the courage to tell her the truth, I'm pwes m'eron. "
Shanelle ended the line and all he could do was massage his temple.
If she tells the truth to her husband, it will hurt her even more, so she doesn't want that to happen.
Trigger closed his eyes as he clenched his fist. "My Racle, I miss you so much."