A beautiful groan slipped past his lips when I wrapped my lips around his length. It made my chest swell with pride. I'm making my mate feel good. The omega in me preened at the thought of it.
His hands were in my hair as he guided me down. I couldn't take it all in my mouth since he's obviously too big to fit inside. I bobbed my head up and down. I have no experience in this other than the time when I heard Ruth explain it to me. It made me a little anxious. What should I do next?
"Mind your teeth," I heard him grunt.
I tried my best to not let my teeth scrape against his member. It was overwhelming. All of my excitement was slowly dying down as I realized that I had no idea how to please him. My insecurity rose to the roof.
Unlike me, Cassian must've had plenty of sex before. He has all the experience he needs. He's probably thinking about how bad I am compared to his previous mate. My heart sank at that thought.
"Goodness, you're really bad at this," I heard him chuckle.
My body froze and I shamefully pulled away from him, leaning back and sitting while staring at my hands defectively. My eyes brimmed with tears. I can't even please my mate.
"I-I'm sorry…" I croaked out.
"For what?" He voiced, a little breathless. I could hear the confusion in his voice.
"I'm really bad at this…"
Cassian took a moment to reply. "There's no need to apologize for that. You're new to this."
He was frowning when I looked up. His fingers wrapped around my chin as he pulled me closer to him. "You'll learn soon," He smirked as his thumb slipped past my lips into my mouth. "Suck," he ordered and that's what I did.
In a few minutes, I was breathless and moaning in his hands while still on my knees between his legs. I never thought I could feel this much pleasure from something being inside my mouth. Cassian fingers were rubbing all the right places in my mouth, sending shivers down my spine.
I'm sure my underwear is embarrassingly wet from how much I was leaking slick. He pulled his fingers out of my mouth before speaking. "Get up," I followed the order in an instant, staring down at him with wide eyes as I waited. Cassian had a proud expression on his face.
"Lay down on the bed." He said.
I gulped before I moved to the bed and did as he told me. Cassian turned to look at me. His eyes raked all over my body and I suddenly felt bare even though I was wearing the thin dress I put on yesterday night.
He crawled on top of me. Crawled…. Is that the correct word? Maybe stalked…. Because the way he moved reminded me of a predator, slowly stalking its prey. I watched his muscles move and his eyes glow as he got closer. His scent was getting thicker and thicker in the air.
A shudder possessed my body when he leaned down to bury his face in the crook of my neck. I felt him breathe in deeply which caused me to hold my breath for some unknown reason. In no time, his cheeks were rubbing against my neck as he scented me. I felt a familiar heat pool in my stomach, my need for him increasing as each second passed.
"You have some nerve walking out of our room wearing only this…" He growled, tugging on my dress. The dress was thin and definitely something you wouldn't wear while going out but at that time, getting dressed up wasn't my priority.
"What were you thinking, huh? Letting other alphas see you like that…" His hands settled on my waist and my legs immediately clenched together when I felt slick pour out of me again. His touch was possessive and my omega whimpered, thinking we'd somehow managed to anger our alpha.
"S-Sorry…" I muttered. I was painting heavily, my body turning hotter and hotter. The more the heat rose the more I was losing my ability to think straight.
I was turning into a panting mess as he lowered his body to mine, his heat enveloping me wholly. A gasp flew out of my lips when I felt his wet tongue on my neck. He licked, sucked, and then I felt his teeth scrape my sensitive flesh.
I whimpered and my hands flew to tug on his hair. Pain… pleasure…I couldn't tell what I was feeling. A hiss from my lips and a hard tug to his hair had Cassian pulling back from me as if I had burned him.
He stepped back and took a look at me. I whined at the loss of contact, extending my hand as I beckoned him to come closer. Cassian tugged on his hair. "Shit, I'm going to hurt you…" He breathed out as he walked back.
My heart started beating like it was about to tumble out of my chest. Panic filled my mind.
He's leaving me.
Mate is leaving!
I couldn't think straight. My instincts had me rolling off the bed as I crawled towards him. "A-Alpha…" I cried. "Don't leave…" The omega in me only wanted one thing and that was to be knotted. All other rational thoughts flew out the window.
"I need a moment to control my wolf." Cassian wasn't even looking at me as he spoke.
I stood up, legs trembling as I stumbled closer to him. A touch from me had Cassian flinching. His hands immediately wrapped around me and before I could even think, I was plastered to the nearest wall. "Let me control my wolf or I'll hurt you." He said as a warning. I was too far gone to be scared. I wanted him now.
"Don't care…want my alpha…" I mumbled out whatever thought that was running through my mind. I saw a frown on his face and my body shrank thinking he was angry.
"You're in heat…" He said.
I looked up at his face. Am I? I didn't know. I didn't care. The only thing I wanted was him. Him on me…against me…in me… I wanted him everywhere.
"Fuck," Cassian cursed as he inhaled a lungful of my scent and my omega howled in joy when I saw the satisfied look on his face. When he opened his eyes again to look at me they were glowing.
Hands wrapped around my thighs and before I could even think, I was hoisted up and my mate was in between my legs. My head whipped back as a moan tumbled out of my lips when I felt his cock press against my wet heat that was only covered by the thin fabric of my underwear.
"A-Alpha…" His hands were on my butt as he grinded onto me. Suddenly, clothes felt like a huge disturbance. I wanted them off as fast as I could. My omega ached to strip out of every last bit of clothing and present ourselves to the alpha.
"Off! Need them off!" I whined, tugging on my clothes.
Cassian let out a feral growl and in a second, my underwear was tugged down before he spun around, pushing me onto the wall with my back facing him. I gasped when his hard cock pressed against my bare back. I pushed myself onto him with a needy whimper.
"So needy…" He said with a satisfied growl. "So wet and hot for your alpha…" My omega preened at the praise.
"Alpha…I-I…please…" I begged, wanting to feel him closer.
His hands wrapped around my neck and gripped it, making me arch my back as I fell onto him. Hot breath fanned my neck as he spoke while he pressed his crotch against me.
"Tell me how much you want me omega," My eyes rolled back as he asked. I felt one of his hands on my chest, tugging and almost ripping my dress away. The rough squeeze he gave my breast had me release an embarrassing moan while a shiver worked down my spine. I felt my slick drip down to my thigh and Cassian took in a deep breath when he felt my scent turn stronger.
"I-I want you…so much…" I stuttered out. I was not in a mental space to work out a coherent sentence. "Want you inside, a-alpha…want you to f-fuck me…"
Cassian took in a shaky breath, his hands on my chest tightening as he pushed me onto the wall. I whimpered at the pressure on my back. I could feel him press against me. Thick and hard as a rock.
Goddess, I wanted him inside me. I wanted him to fuck me till I forget how to speak.
"You're so delicate…" Cassian whispered as his hands creeped down to my clit and I threw my head back and let out an embarrassingly loud sound when his finger pressed against my wet heat. "I can't wait to ruin you…"