"Do you think controlling my wolf is easy?" He said, his voice going lower as he spoke. I gulped and looked away immediately.
“I’m s-sorry…I just wanted to be closer a little bit…” I stuttered out, trying my best to avoid his piercing eyes.
Cassian gripped my chin, forcing me to look at him. I closed my eyes as fear took over me.
“Open your eyes, Ivy.” He spoke, his cold breath fanning my cheek. I kept my eyes closed, too afraid to open them. “Look at me,” His grip turned a little tighter, letting me know that he was serious.
I slowly opened my eyes and peeked at my mate, who was daringly staring at me. “I won’t do it again. I’m sorry…”
“You sure you’re really sorry?” He raised his brow. “I can smell your arousal, you know?” I saw the corner of his lips twitch upwards slightly.
He wasn't angry?
I didn't know what to say. I mean, what could I possibly say to him? This whole thing was so embarrassing. I was basically molesting him while he was sleeping. Goddess, what if he puts me in jail? Wait, do we have a jail in our pack?
"Look at me when I'm talking to you," He spoke again, causing me to snap out of my stupid thoughts. "Understood?"
Why the hell does he have such a deliciously low voice? It's unfair how perfect he is.
"Answer me, Ivy." He growled and I gasped at the sound. My eyes met his and I immediately knew his wolf was on the edge. His pheromones got stronger till I was basically drowning in it.
"Y-Yes," I did not want to mess with his wolf. I've heard stories about his wolf. About how dominant and predatory it was. It might not hurt me because I'm his mate but I didn't want to take any chances. I wasn't fully ready to meet his wolf.
But that was only my thought. My wolf on the other hand seemed like she was over the moon, wagging her tail and shit.
Cassian stared at me with a mischievous glint in his eyes, spoiling me with his undivided attention. He leaned closer and closed his eyes before inhaling my scent. "You're wet, aren't you?"
Wahhh!! What kind of questions is this pervert asking?!
His eyes met mine and he was waiting for me to speak. I didn't want to get on his nerves so I gave him a half-assed answer. "I-I guess…"
"You guess?" He raised a brow. "You're not sure?"
"I-I don't know….why are you—why are you asking me this?" I looked away. What's wrong with him? Is he broken?
"Let's clear your doubt," He smirked and then grabbed my hand, surprising me. I stared at him wide-eyed. What the hell is going on?
He gripped my hand and guided it toward my lower body, bringing it closer to the area between my legs. "Touch yourself and tell me if you're wet or not."
Huh?
What?
What in the world is happening? Is this the same Cassian I know? Is it the same alpha who refused to touch me even when I begged him? Why is he behaving this way? Did his wolf take over?
I had so many questions and so little time to ponder over them. Cassian's grip tightened on my hand as his voice came out as a growl. "Do it."
Goddess, that's his wolf!
I bit my lips and closed my eyes. This is so embarrassing! My hand crept towards my vagina which I didn't need to touch to know that it was wet as a leaking water faucet. But I didn't want to get on the nerves of my mate who was now in his half-feral state.
I couldn't help but flinch a little when my fingers came in contact with the pool of moisture. I didn't really know how wet I was till then. My fingers were instantly covered in slick and my entrance ached, clenching and unclenching as if it was expecting something.
I let out a shaky breath and met my mate's eyes. Cassian had a smug look on his face. "You're aching for me, aren't you?" He licked his lips. "Do you want me inside you, huh?"
I couldn't reply. His words only caused more slick to leak out of my hole. I clenched my thighs together as I felt it drip down. My nipples were hard and my whole body was getting hot.
His grip on my hand turned tight and he pushed it forward, causing my fingers to brush against my sensitive area. His fingers put force on mine and I whined when they pressed against my vagina.
"Y-Yes…yes! Please!" I whimpered.
Cassian took in a deep breath. "Please what?" His eyes glowed a golden shade. "Tell me what you need." He growled, moving my hands in a way that my fingers brushed against the delicate flesh a little more forcefully. I threw my head back as a wave of pleasure washed over me.
This is the first time I was feeling like this. I couldn't explain it. It was something heavenly and sinful at the same time. My whole body was writhing in want. My mate wasn't even touching me yet. His fingers never touched my womanhood but somehow he managed to turn me into a quivering mess on the floor.
I couldn't take the torment. "Alpha…" I breathed out his name with a shameless urgency. "I need you…please…" Lust clouded my mind and my wolf was over the moon. I could feel her laying on her back, exposing her belly to fully submit to him.
"Spread your legs, little pup."
A needy whimper slipped past my lips when I heard his voice. It was so low but so dominating. His wolf had a rough voice that would make your knees weak whenever he spoke.
I had no option but to obey. My legs spread before I even thought about it. Cassian kept his eyes on my face. He didn't look down and I could feel that he was fighting to do so.
Cassian guided my hand like I was a puppet all the while his eyes were trained solely on my face. He had a predatory look in them like he was waiting for a chance to devour me whole.
"Do you feel good?"
"Yes, a-alpha—ahh!" I gasped when he made my finger circle the tiny nub on top of my womanhood. Slick leaked out, my hole clenching hungrily for something. He made me explore every bit of my dripping sex before he stopped my fingers in the deepest part that was warm.
"You feel that? That's your entrance." He said and I nodded needly. Wanting something I didn't even know. "That's where I would bury my cock one day." He pressed my finger in the warm hole and I gasped as it sank in, causing a burning sensation to form in there. The muscles around there tightly wrapped around my finger, pulling it in. "And I will fill your little hole with my seed and knot you so not a single drop of it is wasted." He growled and I whimpered, my free hand going to grip his that was working on guiding me.
"A-Alpha…" I moaned while my chest rose up and down as I panted. My nipples were hard and pushing against the shirt I was wearing.
"I will make sure you swell with my pups." He said as he buried his face in my neck, inhaling my scent.
He wants me to carry his pups!
My wolf was jumping around happily and I couldn't think about anything else other than the image of me carrying his pups. Goddess, I want that so much.
My thoughts were cut off by his voice. "Curl your finger, little pup." He ordered. The burning sensation in my core was now only a fleeting feeling. I was confused as to why he ordered me to curl my finger but I obeyed him and my finger went in deeper. "Now slowly thrust it in and out." He pulled my hand, causing my finger to be pulled back, and forced my hand down again, letting it sink deeper again.
The little pain I felt was now disappearing and I was getting used to the feeling of something going inside me. My eyebrows pinched together as he made me do the motion again and again. I found his eyes staring at me, analyzing all the micro emotions passing through my face.
"Add another finger." He breathed out, leaning so closer to me that our noses were touching. I looked at his plump lips. I wanted to kiss them so badly.
He made another finger of mine probe my entrance and I hissed when they entered together. I could feel the muscles stretching and the thickness of both of them made my hole clench.
"Good girl," He praised and my heart fluttered hearing that. "Curl them and thrust them in and out." His voice was so soothing like it was putting a spell on me.
His hand forced me to do the movement, making me fall into the rhythm of an erotic drive. I whimpered and mewled as my digits sank deeper into me. My hips bucked in need of something. "Ahh!" I threw my head back, my body arching as my eyes rolled and disappeared behind my eyelids. My mouth was wide open as I panted.
"You found the spot." Cassian sounded proud.
My chest heaved as I tried to find what it was. It was an electrifying feeling. A moment where I couldn't control what my body did. A feeling that left me wanting more of it. My toes curled and my grip on his hand tightened as I tried to find that feeling again.
"Al-Alpha, want more…" I desperately begged.
"Go a little deeper and you'll find it, pup." He breathed out. His eyes were glowing golden and it was mesmerizing to look into them.
I went in a little deeper and that familiar feeling washed over me, causing my body to convulse again. I let out shameless moans as I sped up my movements, chasing that heavenly feeling.
"Ahh! It feels so g-good…" I was speaking like a drunk person but I couldn't think straight. My body felt so good. My mate's scent engulfed me and I shuddered under his stare. "A-Alpha…" I needily moaned.
I was so close. So close to something I didn't know but desperately needed. My mouth opened as I breathed out his name, panting heavily while my body arched.
"Cum for me, little pup."
Cassian's voice sent a shiver down my spine and I whimpered as an intense euphoric feeling washed over me, causing me to see stars in my head. I was seeing white while my whole body turned hot.
I couldn't wrap my head around what I was feeling but it was the best feeling in the world. I could feel my heartbeat thumping in every inch of my body.
I looked into my mate's eyes. Cassian was still looking at me with that carnal desire I saw in his eyes earlier. He gripped my hand and slowly pulled on them, letting my fingers slip out of my core.
I whimpered because I was still sensitive all over my body. He brought my hand up to his lips, not breaking eye contact with me even for a second as he did so. His long tongue darted out and I inhaled instinctively as he licked my essence off my fingers.
Cassian's lips pulled into a tantalizing smile.
"You taste so sweet, little pup."